Being Famous

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Fame is a luxury.
Hard to give up when you are used to it.
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Greed - I

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There is no point in possessing things which you cannot feel.
Throwing them away might be the hardest part.
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Words

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The right pill to your lost thoughts
The best lubricant to your rotten hope
The right drug to give you the kicks
The serene place you want to revisit
The beauty you would stare at
The mate when you don't have one
The orgasm when you play it right.
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to The Impulsive Ram on her first birthday.

Worst

is it worst

when you feel life aint worth it
or is it when
alcohol fails to give you the kicks??

Trust - II

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When you have it
You don't care to keep it

When you loose it
You can never claim it

Throw it
If you worry keeping it.

But
It was stolen.
While asleep.
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Broken pieces

For reasons still unknown

live lived on the edge

for reasons obvious

the broken pieces
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Photograph: Google.. reproduced without permission as usual

GOD - II

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GOD persists to maintain his non existence .
(At least to me)
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The reason might be the non existence.
(?)
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Feeling Alive

The feeling of feelings proves the existence of existence.

Anger. Happiness. Jealousy. Sadness. Surprise. Numbness. Anguish. Romance.
Pain. Pleasure. Pride. Depression. Hunger.

Just to mention a few feelings/emotions that the brain gives to the brain.

Some people think emotions make people alive. Some people think its when we have both joys and sorrows, do our life become meaningful. Some people look for success. Some people yearn to live the way the "holy Book" ask them to.

A million people, a million definition for life. The ones who really doesn't want to live, has already committed suicide, or are immobile from previous attempts.

What makes one feel alive?? Looking at the way the emotions people have, I remain confused.

Some bursts into tears watching a movie.
Some laughs at the same scene.
Some are confused.
Some feel uneasy.
Some avoids such movies.
Some plunge into deep thought.
Some argue as to the cause of the movie.
Some makes resolutions.

But
They all live until they are dead.
The world remains. Come what may.

Feeling Alive?





Image courtsey: google. Reproduced without permission from the unknown artist.

Things I love to look at..

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The Tiger. The majestic walk.

The view from watch tower @ Silent Valley

The Sky about to rain

Pink Floyd or Led Zeppelin performing live

The cat.

My own robots performing beyond expectations.

A well Designed PCB.

Earth down under when I am flying.

A bottle of jack Daniels. (Not an empty one!!!)

The Honda Asimov

My old autograph books

A whole pile of HS5995 servomotors.

Saturn with its rings.

My own old posts at blogger.

Pitch black starry night

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Which one?

Some people are more popular with the people who really know them.
Some people are less popular with the people who really know them.

Which one are you. ??

The road to eternity

The road to eternity invites me everyday.
These days i feel like accepting the invitation.

Square 1 - II

I have seen square one many times.
Never did it look this blank.
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Silence - II

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Silence can be the most restless.


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GOD

–noun
1. the one Supreme Being, the creator and ruler of the universe.
2. the Supreme Being considered with reference to a particular attribute:

This question has always lingered in my mind since my childhood. All known definitions of GOD points to the most powerful in the entire universe. Implies, GOD is supreme to all humans, has higher level of thinking, and has control of everything in the universe.

One of the reasons why i turned atheist at a very young age - as early as age 12 - was the difference in the way GOD was defined and the way GOD was treated by the people around me. As another Sabarimala season comes to an end, I see crores of money devoted to shree Ayyappan. This money, obviously, goes into the devaswom board, which in turn goes to the bank accounts of the people ruling the board. In effect, the "holy" money can be seen as modified houses, luxury cars, and purchased lands.

Why is it that so many millions of people want to give the money to the corrupt ministers and the people who rule the board?? I am not just talking as to the case of Sabarimala, But there are numerous churches and temples, and mosques, who take in a lot of money from the devotees.

So, GOD loves money, which means Money makes GOD happy and in turn my money offered make GOD happy and will he hear my prayers and fullfill it.. Does it??

Forget money - anything - anything offered to GOD for fulfilling the prayers - I dont see any difference between GOD and the middle aged officer who needs a bribe for anything.

Is GOD so human to have emotions of anger, and emotion to be pleased, or to have a desire to punish the sinner??

If GOD is someone who rules the world, and if he is indeed the supreme power, and if he can change our lives - he is the same person who brings in hunger in Africa - He brings communal riots - He brings in natural disasters.

If that is his wish, I prefer not to accept him.
Even it means years of hell waiting for me. ( As if it isnt!! :P )

Sunday mornings are mine!! (So are other days, of course!)

New Year

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Kissing goodbye
to my dear soul mate
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Hoping for another one
with flesh and bones
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And a heart
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As I step
Another year into death
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Soulmate - II ( aka alcohol -II )

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Seven pieces of icicles
to melt all over her

Two pieces of lemon
sprayed all over her

Half piece of moon
to light the midnight sky

shy, tickling wind
to light the fire inside

Another night with the soul mate
Another time to feel good

The feel is still the same
I need more out of her

Have my skin to feel numb
Have my eyes to hallucinate
Have my legs to feel light
Have my mind to fly high

Have my life on a count down.


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The costly affair

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What does it take
To let it in
How much does it take
To let them all in

And how much to loose
Once every one is in?
Once everything is in?
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Has to be me

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No
Who will
No
They wont
Obvious
It has to be me
It cant be them
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The Chastity Belt

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I always maintained, it to be a womans world.I still maintain it, but its just that i would like to add a bit of twist to it.

The existence of woman means the existence of the man. Long time back, somebody had the idea of creating two different types of the same kind, and let them mate, so that we can have a replica of the original. In simple terms, sex has to exist, for there to be babies. (Test tubes were not invented then)

While animals still continue to see no taboo in having sex anytime they feel like, the "intelligent" human beings decided otherwise. Somewhere in the evolution line, there existed perverts, or idiots, who decided to cover up the genitals, for no reason whatsoever. The genitals, who share equal rights as any other organ in the human body, which has the burden to do the hated(read urination) and the pleasurable (read sex) activity, and was denied the basic right of fresh air and sunlight.

Sadly, the perverts refused to be extinct.
And they invented chastity.

This post was a result of the newspaper news today that a movie actress was caught in town for obvious reasons - caught at the wrong place at the wrong time with the wrong person. Made me wonder - It is the same actress that acted in several scenes which displayed obvious acts of sex, and these movies could pass the censor board, and it could reach the theaters. And she is caught for doing it in private - (Now show me somebody - male - who have never seen an adult movie within his teenage or post teenage years)

Yes, we have people staring at sleeveless hands of woman, and who accuse women for not dressing decent - Suddenly the fault is with the girl, and not the libido of the man - and who is the culprit??

I remember a strange sight at thrissur - when i was doing my pre degree - all film posters showing a sleeveless hand was painted black !! The order came from a lady district collector. I always thought district collectors are well educated.

And scenes of molestations and news of child rape still floods the morning news. I will never blame the person who does a rape - let the victim be a grown adult or a 5 year old. Neither am I justifying the person. The criminal may be punished, in accord with the crime done. But it doesnt stop the breeding of future criminals. - In the context of this post - sex criminals.

More often, its the social set up - the people including me and you - These crimes are a byproduct of the social set up we have. We make a fuss out of the entire issue, we make the child scary of his/her own sex organ. We make sex a crime, we make sex untouchable. Our society and law does not permit extramarital sex - means, anyone who cant marry for different reasons, should not have sex. This is what I call denial of human right!!!

And then, a smart guy invented the sex worker - known as a prostitute, a whore, bitch, whatever.

But, I always see them as just another woman. I give her more respect than i give to the make up clad snobbish middle aged housewife, who does nothing all day but to watch TV, bully on her maid, nag on her husband, and build socially irresponsible citizens out of her own children. The best example would be the school shoot out recently in Delhi. The society needs more sex workers than these kind of fat ladies (normally they are fat - there are exceptions too), just to reduce the number of crimes on woman. And prostitution needs to be legalized, certified with regular health check ups and awareness on AIDS. Porn movies need to be legalized, so that someone with a sexual frustration can let it out - especially teenagers.

The male sexual frustration can be understood only by men, it can never be understood by a woman, so it is very natural that 99% of the ladies who will read this will disagree with me. And 80% of male population might disagree with me, in public - but every potent male will agree with me in principle.

The worst part - still, they all expect their wives to be a virgin!!
Best of luck guys!! it is the 21st century!!!


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Being Romantic

The cool and careless breeze
caressing your face and hair

All shades of green gathered
around you by nature

Lying down on your back
to the colourful evening sky

Mixed emotions of flowers
blossomed all over you

You cant be more romantic
But you are just short of a girl.

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