The Soul Mate (aka alcohol)

As the sun began to shine

On the other side of the world,

I strolled down the street

To my partner, my life mate

No candle lights, no etiquettes

No customs, no prayers

We stared at each other,

Right into the eyes

The obscure face, the faint lights

No gifts to exchange, no expectations

We felt the warmth of each other

Even without a touch

The lovable eyes, and the cute face

For me, and may be, for some others

For she aint loved by many

And married women, keeps her away

I reached my hands, caressed the face

Smooth but firm, it gave a sparkle

No love to be given, no jewels to be bought

No lipsticks to be eaten, no hymen to be broken

Hands tremble, legs wobble

As she melts into me

I lay floating, above my thoughts

There aint solutions to be found

As I wash my face in the morning sun

I wish yesterday never happened

And I carry the days leftover

A headache, a torn pocket, a lost appetite.

Trapped inside me

.

Standing still,
immobile

Staring back,
with blank eyes

There aint tears
you are crying snow

There aint blood flowing
these wounds are naked

There aint pain,
the brain is frozen

There aint love
the heart aint beating

There aint dreams
You are not sleeping

There aint memories
all are trapped in ice

The soul is lost
trapped inside of me

What it takes

to fall in love
with love ??

The wanderer

Wandering
obviously, without direction

Drifting
slowly, into insanity

Merging
perfectly, into the dark

Sliding
smooth, into serenity

moving on,
into eternity...

That thing called Intution

intuition: ability to sense or know immediately without reasoning..??


So,when some of us make decisions, whatever be the social and environmental circumstance or conditions, the results are the same. As expected, and as anticipated, in the last moment, history repeats.

Learning from mistakes, he then, takes an oath, in name of God, fire, water or whatever super natural power he believes in, waits for the next chance, and if he is lucky, "this time" will have "some" differences from last time.

Yes, this thing resides in every ones mind, hidden, sometimes disguised. And as we go for the most obvious, logic choice, there is this stream of thought, which suddenly pops out from thin air, pokes its nose in every irrelevant and relevant matters, guiding ones life through a path, only known to no one.

By the time you know you had a bad intuition, Its already late.

If you are lucky,You are not too late.

Waiting for my first (good) intuition.

May be

to forget
to forgive
to care
to give

I never did.
May be thats why.