Monday, January 28, 2008

Being Famous

Fame is a luxury.
Hard to give up when you are used to it.

Greed - I

There is no point in possessing things which you cannot feel.
Throwing them away might be the hardest part.

Friday, January 25, 2008


The right pill to your lost thoughts
The best lubricant to your rotten hope
The right drug to give you the kicks
The serene place you want to revisit
The beauty you would stare at
The mate when you don't have one
The orgasm when you play it right.

to The Impulsive Ram on her first birthday.

Friday, January 18, 2008


is it worst

when you feel life aint worth it
or is it when
alcohol fails to give you the kicks??

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Trust - II

When you have it
You don't care to keep it

When you loose it
You can never claim it

Throw it
If you worry keeping it.

It was stolen.
While asleep.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Broken pieces

For reasons still unknown

live lived on the edge

for reasons obvious

the broken pieces

Photograph: Google.. reproduced without permission as usual


GOD persists to maintain his non existence .
(At least to me)
The reason might be the non existence.

Monday, January 14, 2008

Feeling Alive

The feeling of feelings proves the existence of existence.

Anger. Happiness. Jealousy. Sadness. Surprise. Numbness. Anguish. Romance.
Pain. Pleasure. Pride. Depression. Hunger.

Just to mention a few feelings/emotions that the brain gives to the brain.

Some people think emotions make people alive. Some people think its when we have both joys and sorrows, do our life become meaningful. Some people look for success. Some people yearn to live the way the "holy Book" ask them to.

A million people, a million definition for life. The ones who really doesn't want to live, has already committed suicide, or are immobile from previous attempts.

What makes one feel alive?? Looking at the way the emotions people have, I remain confused.

Some bursts into tears watching a movie.
Some laughs at the same scene.
Some are confused.
Some feel uneasy.
Some avoids such movies.
Some plunge into deep thought.
Some argue as to the cause of the movie.
Some makes resolutions.

They all live until they are dead.
The world remains. Come what may.

Feeling Alive?

Image courtsey: google. Reproduced without permission from the unknown artist.

Saturday, January 12, 2008

Things I love to look at..


The Tiger. The majestic walk.

The view from watch tower @ Silent Valley

The Sky about to rain

Pink Floyd or Led Zeppelin performing live

The cat.

My own robots performing beyond expectations.

A well Designed PCB.

Earth down under when I am flying.

A bottle of jack Daniels. (Not an empty one!!!)

The Honda Asimov

My old autograph books

A whole pile of HS5995 servomotors.

Saturn with its rings.

My own old posts at blogger.

Pitch black starry night


Thursday, January 10, 2008

Which one?

Some people are more popular with the people who really know them.
Some people are less popular with the people who really know them.

Which one are you. ??

Saturday, January 05, 2008

The road to eternity

The road to eternity invites me everyday.
These days i feel like accepting the invitation.

Friday, January 04, 2008

Square 1 - II

I have seen square one many times.
Never did it look this blank.

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

Silence - II


Silence can be the most restless.




1. the one Supreme Being, the creator and ruler of the universe.
2. the Supreme Being considered with reference to a particular attribute:

This question has always lingered in my mind since my childhood. All known definitions of GOD points to the most powerful in the entire universe. Implies, GOD is supreme to all humans, has higher level of thinking, and has control of everything in the universe.

One of the reasons why i turned atheist at a very young age - as early as age 12 - was the difference in the way GOD was defined and the way GOD was treated by the people around me. As another Sabarimala season comes to an end, I see crores of money devoted to shree Ayyappan. This money, obviously, goes into the devaswom board, which in turn goes to the bank accounts of the people ruling the board. In effect, the "holy" money can be seen as modified houses, luxury cars, and purchased lands.

Why is it that so many millions of people want to give the money to the corrupt ministers and the people who rule the board?? I am not just talking as to the case of Sabarimala, But there are numerous churches and temples, and mosques, who take in a lot of money from the devotees.

So, GOD loves money, which means Money makes GOD happy and in turn my money offered make GOD happy and will he hear my prayers and fullfill it.. Does it??

Forget money - anything - anything offered to GOD for fulfilling the prayers - I dont see any difference between GOD and the middle aged officer who needs a bribe for anything.

Is GOD so human to have emotions of anger, and emotion to be pleased, or to have a desire to punish the sinner??

If GOD is someone who rules the world, and if he is indeed the supreme power, and if he can change our lives - he is the same person who brings in hunger in Africa - He brings communal riots - He brings in natural disasters.

If that is his wish, I prefer not to accept him.
Even it means years of hell waiting for me. ( As if it isnt!! :P )

Sunday mornings are mine!! (So are other days, of course!)