It is true. I am drunk.
it been some time since i was drunk. This drunk.
When i say I am drunk, it either means I cannot drive fast, or that I have taken more than a liter of whiskey or vodka or martini or rum, or the simple fact that i will not have an erection right now even if the best of the beauties come in naked, or that i am completely out of my senses that i will want to delete what i have written in my blogs the morning after now.
Sadly, i never edit my blogs except for silly spelling or grammar mistakes. I simply write them straight into the blog text box, irrespective of the toxins that transverse my brain.
I badly wanted to write something when left the bar. I reached home less intoxicated, thanks to the wind and the fruit juice.
I just wanted to say some thing to some people who has been important in my life. and some who has been comparatively less important. Being a male with a huge ego, i normally refuse to acknowledge man things i know i should.
To my real sis. If she is reading this.
I know it took 29 years to understand you. I have no idea how to behave like a normal bro, because i have never did that in my life, even though we shared the same house for more than 23 years. But just because i dont know how to behave doesnt mean I do not have the feeling. I will be there.
I wished things were different between us. Things has been good while it was. Me and you cannot delete the past. things have to move on.
I will keep the promise when i can make it. And i really meant every word I said at the chat today. Thanks a lot for being there for no reason at all.
I have no idea what to tell you now. Its all up to you. You are matured and CAN take decisions. I will be with you whatever decision you take. Just try to enjoy your work.
Always treasured the friendship. Dont have to say anything much. both of us know better. Its been 24 years now. In fact I know you better than I know my parents.
Carry on. proud of you for what you are. Go on and make your mark.
To the sweet little thing
All I wish is you regain your individuality. You are much better an individual than you think you really are.
To Naughty kutty.
Never meant to be harsh like that. Have been harsh. And I know that. sadly, as you know me very well, i have been very insensitive at times.
Enjoyed the times with you man. You have been one guy i liked to be with, right from post college times. And enjoyed the ride at the ghats. You rock.